Our precious, beautiful little girl,
We miss you so very, very much as I am sure you know.  It isn't getting any easier and you have left a huge, huge hole in our lives.  You are in our thoughts constantly and we wonder where you are now and if you are happy.  We want to believe so much that you are in heaven and watching down on us, but sometimes its hard to accept.  We know you are no longer suffering and that you are peaceul now, but we miss you so terribly and nothing makes it OK that you ...
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Sade dedicated this song to the Rainbow Trust Children's Charity - caring for children (and their families) with terminal / life threatening illnesses.  I didn't realise that until I'd heard it a few times and noticed how the lyrics pretty much sum up how I feel. I thought I'd share them with you...

Quietly while you were asleep
the moon and I were talking
I asked that she'd always keep
you protected
She promised you her light
that you so gracefully carry
You bring your light and shine
like the morni...
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When you first held me in your arms on that cold December morn
I knew that you had loved me since long before I was born
You took such good care of me and my Mum
Learnt to feed me and how to clean my bum!
By my side night and day
You gave me strength all the way
Before I knew it, I was coming home
You took me in your arms and we went for a roam
To this day I still love when you show me our tree;
or you get me dance: it makes me feel free!
I once was so tiny; I slept on your chest
and Daddy your cuddles ...
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